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this is my writing blog, i'll use it for posting poetry and maybe updates on my fanfic writing progress, provided there's any of that happening. any writing posted on this blog is mine.

to R.

on 29 Mar about 3 weeks ago with 9N
to r;  poetry;  non fandom;  

i don’t rebel against existence; i rebel against you putting boundaries on mine.

on 15 Mar about 1 month ago with 76N
non fandom;  poetry;  
on 15 Mar about 1 month ago with 8N
non fandom;  poetry;  
to R.
on 13 Mar about 1 month ago with 23N
to R.;  non fandom;  poetry;  
nadiaraleigh12: ello friend i think what you write is beautiful and i would reblog but i hit post limit but I REALLY WANT TO SHOW MY APPRECIATION because it is. so. effing. wonderful. words are weird because they're just noises croaking out of a throat or etchings on a paper/screen but they can make you smile, laugh or both. i think what you write is amazing and you are amazing and just... yeah UwU

oh my god thank you!!! ; u ; it’s a really personal piece as you can probably tell so this means SO MUCH thank you wonderful person

on 4 Feb about 2 months ago with 2N
happy tag;  ; u ;;  nadiaraleigh12;  answered;  
When I fell in love for the first time
he was a man and I was fifteen and
fuzzy around the edges, solid only in mirrors
and in my head. And I realise now that it
had to be him because he was everything I
needed a man to be: miles away, alien,
uninterested in my fingers laced with his.
He was beautiful, don’t get me wrong, but he
looked better with someone else in his
arms in a candid shot in a celebrity mag
than he would have with me.
All the times afterward it was with women,
sometimes with girls. I still don’t know what
this says about me, or them, but at night I
feel as substantial as my reflection will have
me believe. My mirrors still tell lies now,
different ones, but this time I recognise them
for what they are. It aren’t really my lips that
I paint red now in what will never be Chanel,
but my soul. They say that beauty is only
skin-deep and they might be right
but I will fight to prove them wrong.

growing up was different from what they told me when I was twelve.
on 4 Feb about 2 months ago with 105N
poetry;  ardentdean;  softdean;  okirk;  bravekirk;  non fandom;  this is so personal wtf dont look at me;  

tenderdean:

what are we if not creatures of the black?

on 19 Dec about 4 months ago with 624N
poetry;  non fandom;  
love-catastr0phe: Wow your poetry is really great! Keep it up :)

i appreciate it thank you!!!

on 17 Dec about 4 months ago with 1N
love-catastr0phe;  answered;  
on 16 Dec about 4 months ago with 41N
something i had to write in class??? idk;  non fandom;  poetry;  
on 16 Dec about 4 months ago with 75N
just a thing to pass the time;  non fandom;  poetry;  tenderdean;  
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